Back in Korea

My vacation is over. I'm back in Korea. I'm working at the same place and living in the same apartment. It is really strange. A lot has changed in such a short time. It's really hard to be back. Being home was just so good. I had a wonderful time seeing everyone and catching up. Of course taking two months away from work to just hang out and do anything I want will make it difficult to get back to work, but it's a little bit more than that.

It could be that my closest friends from work aren't here. It could be that I have past expectations of what things should be like and when it's not the same I don't know how to feel. I don't feel settled yet. I do believe that things will fall into place. I know I will get readjusted and that it's going to be a good year, but until that happens I'm just waiting with an uneasy feeling at the pit of my stomach.