Missing

Whenever I'm somewhere far, far away I try my best not to think about what I'm missing out on, but focus on what I'm seeing/learning/experiencing here. I never want to be overwhelmed with sadness, so I stay positive. I really like it here. I've met some nice people and it's nice having a real job.

This week I had a day when I just felt so sad. I didn't cry, but I wanted to. There was nothing specific that made me feel that way, and it wasn't the time of the month. (usually I just figure that that's the reason that I might become emo for no good reason). I just didn't feel like myself.

Today I found out some really happy news back home. I wanted to be back at the teashop to celebrate with two very special Canadian-Koreans so badly. Its hard to know about things that I can't be a part of because I decided to come here.

With that being said I just want to let all of you know how much I love and miss you. I might not keep in touch very well, but it doesn't mean that I'm not thinking and telling stories about you all the time. You're all still close to my heart.