Goodbye

Today my best friend here left. Its been really difficult. I don't do well with goodbyes and dispite how hard I tried to keep calm, I lost it. Today was a horrible day.

Its hard when you're in this situation and people are coming and going constantly. I feel that finding someone that you truly click with is a big deal here. Often people only hang out because there is a limited number of people that you can communicate with and you wouldn't associate at home. That wasn't the case with us. We could talk about anything for hours. And sometimes it just shocks me that we became such good friends since we're such an unusual pair. Jenn totally took me under her wing and has taught me so much. We did most things together and now I have to make do without her. I feel blessed to have met her. I'll see her again, but she has just been such a part of life here that a part of me feels empty when she's not here. haha it sounds like I'm emotional over a boy.